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My life philosophy is not to have one. I mold/reshape to experiences that attract me
Last updated: 31-Dec-24@14:00-hrs Central Winnipeg time.
Just an average person, humble and absolutely not opinionated. I accept people the way they are. I don’t believe in religions or society dictates. My lifestyle is my choice and I am not forcing it on those who disagree with it. I don't need to defend my beliefs to anyone. I do what feels right to me and I keep in mind to be respectful to those around me. I will walk my own path and your approval or opinion is not needed!
Transgender woman, pronouns, the LGBTQ+ and my take on all of it:
First and foremost, of course, I support the entire LGBTQ+ community and all it’s facets; having said that, I’m different from your average transgender woman and the way I think of myself. Let me explain:
Although I’m transitioning from male to female, and my goal is for my body to look 100 percent female, my mind still has a pinch of male thinking in terms of male logic and male competitiveness and life achievement goals. If I were to put it in percentages (and this is male logic right there), I’d say: I’m 85 percent female thinking, and 15 percent male logic.
I’m definitely not a male. I don’t have male body, I don’t have male strength, I don’t have full male logic and interests (only 15 percent male thinking)
Therefore, Am I a real woman? I personally don’t think so. Then what am I? And why do I identify as she/her?
I personally think that I’m born male with a dominant female psychology thinking / being, and a transitioned male body to female. I consider myself as a “Feminin-HYBRID”. My pronouns are irrelevant. You can call me whatever you like based on your ideology and beliefs that governs your being. Your perspective is just that. What matters to me is my perspective only. Of course, I’m mindful of others around me and whoever respects my ways is my friend, and those who don’t are entitled to their own and I’m neutral towards them.
And the above paragraph is the 15 percent male logic talking.
In layman terms, picture it like this: I have a 100% female brain, in a male body. Society programming conditioned me to be male. I understood the programming and I acted on it in order not to disappoint, be accepted and avoid ridicule. However, there was great resistance building in my female mind pretending to be male and whenever I steer away from male into female, this resistance disappears. My solution is to transform my male body into female. My male body at my stage in life can not become a 100% genetic female but I can get it as close as possible to being female using whatever resource available to me in the present. Then comes re-learning how to be female in order to override my male conditioning that was enshrined into me by society since birth.
Due to the above, I know I can never be a pure woman, even though my brain is 100% pure female. However, my behavior and physical movements and sound are not. Also, I will never be able to fully erase my male conditioning and for this reason I consider myself to be a Feminin-HYBRID. Therefore, Sara is a Feminin-HYBRID and her pronouns are she/her. Unlike males or females, Sara is a different kind of woman! And that comes with its own qualities (see Relationship from the menu buttons).
Based on the above, I choose to identify as Feminin-HYBRID, meaning I’m no longer a full fledged male, and I’m not a pure female. However, since society identifies with what they see more than anything, I chose to identify as a transgender-woman_she/her so I don’t have to explain what I write here, to every confused person I meet in real life.
I hope this makes sense to you.
Why Sara?
When I was 7 years old. I looked like a girl with my silky hair running down my cheeks, and my voice was so girlish. My parents friends and people we met at the swimming club used to think I was a cute little girl. Everyone referred to me using girl pronouns. My dad sometimes used to drop my pants down just to prove to them I was a boy.
Most of my fathers work colleagues were Japanese and when going to Japan many, many times, they used to call me a princess because I looked like a girl.
The Japanese translation for the word princess from Japanese to English had an example sentence with the name Sarah. However, the Japanese word for princess when pronounced did not sound like Sarah.
I was given the option to choose the Japanese word for princess or the Japanese word that sounded like the name Sarah. Me and my little 7 year old girl brain chose the Japanese word that sounded like Sara “Sa-Ra” “セラ” or “サラ” in Katakana Japanese when pronounced, it sounded like Sara. So my name became “Sara セラ”. And whenever my dad's group of Japanese engineers saw me, they all greeted me with Sara.
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My life philosophy is not to have one. I mold/reshape to experiences that attract me
Last updated: 31-Dec-24@14:00-hrs Central Winnipeg time.
Just an average person, humble and absolutely not opinionated. I accept people the way they are. I don’t believe in religions or society dictates. My lifestyle is my choice and I am not forcing it on those who disagree with it. I don't need to defend my beliefs to anyone. I do what feels right to me and I keep in mind to be respectful to those around me. I will walk my own path and your approval or opinion is not needed!
Transgender woman, pronouns, the LGBTQ+ and my take on all of it:
First and foremost, of course, I support the entire LGBTQ+ community and all it’s facets; having said that, I’m different from your average transgender woman and the way I think of myself. Let me explain:
Although I’m transitioning from male to female, and my goal is for my body to look 100 percent female, my mind still has a pinch of male thinking in terms of male logic and male competitiveness and life achievement goals. If I were to put it in percentages (and this is male logic right there), I’d say: I’m 85 percent female thinking, and 15 percent male logic.
I’m definitely not a male. I don’t have male body, I don’t have male strength, I don’t have full male logic and interests (only 15 percent male thinking)
Therefore, Am I a real woman? I personally don’t think so. Then what am I? And why do I identify as she/her?
I personally think that I’m born male with a dominant female psychology thinking / being, and a transitioned male body to female. I consider myself as a “Feminin-HYBRID”. My pronouns are irrelevant. You can call me whatever you like based on your ideology and beliefs that governs your being. Your perspective is just that. What matters to me is my perspective only. Of course, I’m mindful of others around me and whoever respects my ways is my friend, and those who don’t are entitled to their own and I’m neutral towards them. And the above paragraph is the 15 percent male logic talking.
In layman terms, picture it like this: I have a 100% female brain, in a male body. Society programming conditioned me to be male. I understood the programming and I acted on it in order not to disappoint, be accepted and avoid ridicule. However, there was great resistance building in my female mind pretending to be male and whenever I steer away from male into female, this resistance disappears. My solution is to transform my male body into female. My male body at my stage in life can not become a 100% genetic female but I can get it as close as possible to being female using whatever resource available to me in the present. Then comes re-learning how to be female in order to override my male conditioning that was enshrined into me by society since birth.
Due to the above, I know I can never be a pure woman, even though my brain is 100% pure female. However, my behavior and physical movements and sound are not. Also, I will never be able to fully erase my male conditioning and for this reason I consider myself to be a Feminin-HYBRID. Therefore, Sara is a Feminin-HYBRID and her pronouns are she/her. Unlike males or females, Sara is a different kind of woman! And that comes with its own qualities (see Relationship from the menu buttons).
Based on the above, I choose to identify as Feminin-HYBRID, meaning I’m no longer a full fledged male, and I’m not a pure female. However, since society identifies with what they see more than anything, I chose to identify as a transgender-woman_she/her so I don’t have to explain what I write here, to every confused person I meet in real life.
I hope this makes sense to you.
Why Sara?
When I was 7 years old. I looked like a girl with my silky hair running down my cheeks, and my voice was so girlish. My parents friends and people we met at the swimming club used to think I was a cute little girl. Everyone referred to me using girl pronouns. My dad sometimes used to drop my pants down just to prove to them I was a boy.
Most of my fathers work colleagues were Japanese and when going to Japan many, many times, they used to call me a princess because I looked like a girl.
The Japanese translation for the word princess from Japanese to English had an example sentence with the name Sarah. However, the Japanese word for princess when pronounced did not sound like Sarah.
I was given the option to choose the Japanese word for princess or the Japanese word that sounded like the name Sarah. Me and my little 7 year old girl brain chose the Japanese word that sounded like Sara “Sa-Ra” “セラ” or “サラ” in Katakana Japanese when pronounced, it sounded like Sara. So my name became “Sara セラ”. And whenever my dad's group of Japanese engineers saw me, they all greeted me with Sara.
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